King And Lionheart;

It's quiet without you here tonight, and all I have left to accompany me with is the lingering touch you've placed at every corner of my room.

My fingers through your hair, I look you in the eyes, kiss you on the lips, grab you by the hips, go in between your thighs, let me go inside, make you feel alive, make me feel alive, I wish we had more time.

And just with the sight of you, you reminded me how easy was it for me to fall back in that heart encrusted cave I've been desperately trying to escape.

Who was I trying to fool?

The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you're special too.

I was prepared to love you and never expect anything of you. Maybe we will, maybe we won't, ever again. Maybe, just maybe.

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You're gone, gone, gone away,

I watched you disappear.

Joyuex Anniversaire;

Happy birthday, you.

And I pray that you'll have a good one, and continue to shine as radiant as the sun.

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Happy birthday, happy birthday.

December, Don't Break My Heart;

Just so you know, you've never left my mind even when I've a million things to think about.

I guess that's what hope and faith does to you. It keeps you going on even when you know that you're heading on a one way road to hell.

I fell for your thoughts, the way you said my name, and how you make you speechless.

 I ache to be inside your mind, just so that I could hear the whisper of every thought, get lost in your deepest desires.

I want you lying down next to me, and with my fingers will I trace the outline of your cheeks, before running down to fill the gaps between your fingers.

I've seen the best of you and the worst of you and I choose both. I want to share every single one of your sunshines and save them for later. I want to tuck them into my pockets and give them back to you when the rains fall hard. I want to be the mirror that reminds you to love yourself. I want to be the air in your lungs to remind you to breathe easy. When the walls come down, when the thunder rumbles, hold my hand, and I promise, I won't let go.

Most of it all, I fell for you, I ache for you, I want you.

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And with one last breath, he held her close,

And with one last breath, he gave her his world.

Princess Of China;

It's feels like its been forever since we've looked at each other in the eye, with glances that are so full of grace, overshadowing the tendency of the long strained animosity that might blow up anytime. 

And I honesty tried to pull myself up together over tr last few months, to put a fortress within my heart to guard it from the very one thing that destroyed me, from a foe that I know so well as vulnerability. 

But no matter how far I run, how deep I try to hide, how strong a face I paint on my face, my heart eventually catches up, reminding me of every little memory left of you that's engraved in my mind and soul. 

And it's the fear that we might end up like how every other normal ex couple would, strangers. This is killing me, because I'm still trying to fight for this, to pull us away from that very path which I can already imagined it to be, the both of walking pass each other without any form of recognition. This is what that's killing me darling, because I'm not ready for that to happen yet, and I don't know how to make you see it. 

And this is the story of how a little boy once fell for the girl of his dreams, and has been living in memory lane every since. 

And I'd want to have you know that I'll always be here for you, whether you see it or not, because that's what love does to one person, to never give up on something that constructs their world. 

I still cherish you, and I'll always be here, munchkins, no matter how hard you try to push me away,  I'll always be right here, hoping for the day where you'd learn to see that there is a boy in this world who's never given up on you, that it is possible or a boy to love a girl that much, and for the day you'd finally open up that gracious heart of yours to the possibilities again, if you ever do.

Because I'm still wishing that you'd tear down the walls of your heart, just so that we could talk a little more, know a little more, and maybe, just maybe then, we'll learn to appreciate each other a little more. 

Because if I could fly up to the surface just to start it all over again, I would. I just need you to see this with an open heart, an open mind, and with and open soul. 

Come tomorrow, I know I'll be wishing that you're right next to me when coldplay plays fix you.

Sing me to sleep tonight, love. 

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Like a river to a raindrop,

I've lost a friend. 

Wishbone;

Because until today, I'm still trying like how I did when I first met you.

I know you care, I see in it the way that you stare.

I've never known a winter so cold.

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I hope that it was always there.

This Is Love;

Because my mind drifts alongside with the whispers of the dull, dark, crispy wind tonight, back to a place where the sun shined brighter, radiating in its full glory, and everything seemed sweeter than ever.

That very point in time where it felt like love did indeed conquered all, that point in time where we laughed genuinely with our hearts, and enjoyed every moment spent together. That point in time where my life was filled with you, just you, and nothing but you.

I can't stop thinking about you tonight. I can't stop thinking what life would've been for us had we stuck together, side by side, through it all. I could only imagine the amount of joy we would have tasted, the amount of love we would have encountered, and the amount of memories we would've collected together.

Because behind all this little games, I hope that you still care, like how I still care for you.

I miss you, with all my heart, my soul, and my very being, and I just need you to see this. So cling on to me, like the last breathe you would breath.

More than he ever do, more than he ever will.

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This time, we'll fade out tonight.

Home Is In Your Eyes;

Never ever put up with someone who's reckless with your heart.

Why put yourself in such a low position to run back to the person who's proven to have destroyed your heart over and over again?

Wake up munchkins, you deserve so much more.

Maybe in due time, you'd realize all of this, and I pray that you will because the ones that really love you are the ones that would never hurt you.

There is more to this, I know.

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Love, Live, Lust.