Dearest JULIAN LOH WEN-ZHI,

This was our very first conversation.

Baby, I'm sorry okay, I just feel like teasing you now. Hahaha. And I apologise for the blurry screen shots :( The thought of this is just so last minute, thats whyyyyyy. However, on second thought, the whole point is to make you feel embarrassed :)

Whatever it is, I know you still love me :D

Anyway, my purpose of writing you this blogpost is to try and express how much I fucking love you since we're so far away, like 3196958034 miles :( Here is a small dedication to you.

Lying here with you so close to me,

it's hard to fight this feelings when it feels so hard to breathe.

Caught up in this moment, caught up in your smile.

I've never opened up to anyone,

so hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms.

We don't need to rush this, let's just take this slow

I know that if we give this a little time, it will only bring us closer

to the love we wanna find.

It's never felt so real for me, no it's never felt so right.

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight,

just a touch in the fire burning so bright,

and I don't wanna mess this thing up, I don't wanna

push too far.

Just a shot in the dark that you just might, be the one

i've been waiting for my whole life, so baby i'm alright,

with just a kiss Goodnight. But no, I don't wanna say goodnight.

I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams tonight.

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I LOVE YOU ALL THE WAY TO THE MOON AND BACK AGAIN, BABYKINSMUNCHKINSLOVEKINSHONEYKINSAPPLEKINSJUJUKINS,

-K I gtg now, my runny nose is really starting to kill me :(

Hold On, Shine On;

I've been reading these letters for the 22nd time now, and honestly, it still does hit me.


22 times, 22 different types of reactions and feelings.

Take my photo off the wall,
If it won't sing for you.

Art Star;

In an blink of an eye, you're hitting the big 21 tonight.


On the other side, this also marks the 6th year since you've left this earth for a better place.

Hence, with much love, happy 21st birthday, Jasmine Loh Xue-Zheng.
I miss you, sister.


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Come back, we have a world to conquer.

21, 19, 17.

I Was A Kaleidoscope;

And maybe thats why it hurts to know what had been, could have been better.

A penny for my thoughts.

As we walk through the dimming light,

Oh darling, please understand.

O;

I still read all the letters you once sent, before I go to bed, every night.


I want a bulletproof heart.

You and me could write a bad romance.

To These Songs That We Sing;

Two days to a new year, two days just start fresh again.


....... just because I still miss you.

Words like violence, break the silence.

Kiss With A Fist;

It's almost a year.

Linger.

You sang me spanish lullabies.