RSLMY;

I just hope that you know that come rain or shine, I love you with every beat of my heart and I'm here to stay, Rhyannae Santoso Lee Min Yen. You've make me feel ecstatic, a kind of joy, comfort, and peace that can never be found through any other. Yes, this is how big of an impact you've made in my heart :).

I've never been so sure about something throughout my 20 years on earth, in all honesty. I'm the kind who doubts in things from time to time, but theres this magical thing in you that assures me in a way in which I myself never thought I would come across. I love talking to you, because of silly little random things you say sometimes that just would lighten my day up. And its when you call me 'baby' that my heart feels so light, it feels so damn surreal. But don't get me wrong, I love those times when its just the both of us, keeping quiet over the phone or Skype sometimes, because just knowing that I have you is enough to make me happy. Theres never been a day where I don't long to just curl up in your arms, to just brush your hair and look you in the eye and mutter those three words that I know, has changed my life in a more positive light.

I also want you to know that I want to be more than just your boyfriend. I want to be more than that. I want to be not just the boy who showers you with love, but also the one whom gives you that sense of security to know that you can blab at me with almost anything. Be it random stuff to what you ate today, to the littlest thought that's creeping in your mind because these are music to my ears, and I know, it'll make you feel so much better. And it's gives me peace to know that I have just one more day with you.

So baby girl, don't feel down, don't doubt, and fear not. Take my hand, hold me close, take this step with me, and we'll make it through just simply because we've got something that every couple would die for;

Faith, Love, Trust.

And I know that it's in you baby, because you're bold, you're graceful and most of all, you have this kinda loving heart that every boy would kill for, so just trust in yourself, trust in me, trust in

Us.

I can definitely say that you've made my life worthwhile.

*I'm leaving this space for our next picture together :D*

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P/S : I hope that this would make you feel better when you've read it. I hope that it would have at least take your mind off things for at least a good 5 minutes and make you smile :).

And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles,
Yes you make my life worthwhile,
So I told you with a smile,
It's all about you

A Little Bird Once Told Me That This Will Make You Smile;

Hands Down;

Babygirl, I'm not the best when it comes to words, and especially writing for someone whom I love so fucking much, just makes me even more panicky, making my hands shiver like a baby, making my brain all tangled up with which words to use :(. But I hope what I'm going to say will at least, blow your breathe away, one way or another :).

Rhyannae Santoso Lee, I want you to always know these few things in your heart and soul, no matter what, no matter when;

1. I'll always remember that day when we first introduced ourselves to each other at my porch.That was the day that I knew that you were someone beautiful, I just had that special vibe, tickling through my senses. And ever since that day, I thank God for allowing someone special into my life, and I've never looked back or regretted knowing you, because with you around here, things has never gotten any better :).

2. I love you the way you are, the way your fingers fit perfectly between mine, the way you look me in the eye, the way you would wrap me around with those warm arms of yours darling, the way you would cook for me at night, no matter how tired you are in the middle of the night, just to make sure I wont be hungry, the way we would stay up all night just to watch crime watch, the way you fall asleep with your head laying on my chest, and the way you mutter those three most beautiful words ever, while looking into my eyes.

3. I want you to know, that no matter what happens, I'll always be here, two steps behind you just to catch you whenever you fall. I'll be here to cheer you up whenever the darkest of clouds surrounds your day. I'll be here to lend you an ear whenever your mind are clouded with doubts, and I'll always be here to shower you with the love and care that I can ever summon up through every muscle of my heart. So be rest assured, because how high the tides are, no matter how strong the wind blows, I'm be here, rock solid :).

It'll always be you, no matter what, no matter when; I love you lee min yen, my heart is always at your service <3. Listen to this, and hopefully you'll feel

'We'll write a song, we'll make this last forever'.

Just this, 0.02 seconds;

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I HOPE YOUR TUMMY FEELS BETTER :(

GOODNIGHT,

The clock is now 2:54AM here in sg and 4:54AM over in oz. It is time to say goodnight again. Yet, my day wouldn't certainly be over for I have something to do; I just couldn't sleep without saying I love you.

You should sleep now and stop youtub-ing Baby, because I know you're keeping yourself occupied just so you can stay up until I fall asleep, ensuring that I will not feel so alone. Soooooooo, close your eyes now and go to sleep, for the angel and stars are there for you to keep and if there are worries, please don't go all emotional as I am just a beep away. Wait no, not only that, just shout my name and I'll be awake (: I love whoever created Skype hahhahaha.

Oh, and please get well soon. See, thats why you should go and catch your forty winks RIGHT NAOWWW.

GOODNIGHT TO YOU, LOML <3

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P.S: If you wanna know how much I love you, count the waves.

OCEAN TROUTTTTT HEHEHE;

Bi, I feel like shit :( I ate 2 packets of ocean trout and I think I smell damn salmon-ish :( My water chestnut drink next to me tasted like coke+ water minus the gas evaporating, if you get what I mean :/

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You are now listening/watching to what video sia, sounds damn ewwwwwwwwww. Okay I cannot tank alreadyyy :( Gonna tell you that I have finished "replying emails" now and then close my eyes for a bit before I go shower cos I wanna get outta cold hard floorrr.

<3<3<3

P.S : This feels like my blog know, I think you should start updating it and stop me from invading it. Hahaha.

P.S , ILOVEYOU.

Dearest JULIAN LOH WEN-ZHI,

This was our very first conversation.

Baby, I'm sorry okay, I just feel like teasing you now. Hahaha. And I apologise for the blurry screen shots :( The thought of this is just so last minute, thats whyyyyyy. However, on second thought, the whole point is to make you feel embarrassed :)

Whatever it is, I know you still love me :D

Anyway, my purpose of writing you this blogpost is to try and express how much I fucking love you since we're so far away, like 3196958034 miles :( Here is a small dedication to you.

Lying here with you so close to me,

it's hard to fight this feelings when it feels so hard to breathe.

Caught up in this moment, caught up in your smile.

I've never opened up to anyone,

so hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms.

We don't need to rush this, let's just take this slow

I know that if we give this a little time, it will only bring us closer

to the love we wanna find.

It's never felt so real for me, no it's never felt so right.

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight,

just a touch in the fire burning so bright,

and I don't wanna mess this thing up, I don't wanna

push too far.

Just a shot in the dark that you just might, be the one

i've been waiting for my whole life, so baby i'm alright,

with just a kiss Goodnight. But no, I don't wanna say goodnight.

I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams tonight.

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I LOVE YOU ALL THE WAY TO THE MOON AND BACK AGAIN, BABYKINSMUNCHKINSLOVEKINSHONEYKINSAPPLEKINSJUJUKINS,

-K I gtg now, my runny nose is really starting to kill me :(