Houdini;

I wish you were here to hear me out, hold my hand and tell me that everything's going to be okay like you used to because you always know how to steer me back in the right direction. 

I'm so tired off all this judgmental bashing I've been getting for the past 2 weeks.

I need your presence, I need a hand to hold, I just need you.

I miss you so fucking much, I'm sorry.

Where are you now?

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Dreamers dream of dreams,
that will always only be dreams.

White Dove;

At the end of the day, all I really want for you is to be happy and live your dreams. But if I ever get to have the chance to be that happiness again, let me know, just do.

Lights will guide you home, and ignite your bones.

It's you, and always will be you, don't ever doubt that for a second.

I'm sorry, I just miss you and your presence, like mad.

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A falling star fell from your heart,

and landed in my arms.

Love, Sex, Magic;

It's still you, and all these wisps of me that you have.

And it still amazes me till this day, how with just one glance, you somehow managed to have the most wholesome grip of my heart. Every angle, every detail, every muscle you've grasped so tightly.

I'll never, and have never forgotten that day when everything seemed like it was falling into the right places. Just the whole process from the day we met, we introduced, to the day, we lied in each others arms while talking about how we fell for each other.

And I hope that somehow someway, you still remember it too.

 

 This was that magical place where everything happened. This was the place that made me let my guard down, smiling to every word you said inside.

'Eh, I also have a tattoo, it's called love, sex, magic'.

I still miss you, I love you, and you still mean so much more to me than you can ever imagine.

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There was yellow diamonds in the sky,

and we found love in a hopeless place.

New York City Cops;

And who would have thought typing this would be so hard, nobody knew.

But nonetheless, Joyeux anniversaire, ma'am

I'm glad that you've been having a blast, because I know that you've been waiting for this day ever since the day I first saw you.

I wish that you'd be blessed with an abundance of happiness, love, health, and wisdom and I can only wish that next year will be your year.

Fuck this 10000 miles, because I would have tried to make you feel like a queen tonight.

18 years, 18 ways to see the world.
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Happy 18th Birthday, Rhyannae Santoso Lee Min Yen :) <3.

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Last year's wishes, this year's apologies.

Dead Hearts;

Just because I still miss you and still love you, and this heart still aches with every reminiscence and every hope built in it.

Always  and will be here, always remember, always.

I hope that you've had a hell of a time this weekend, because you deserve it. You've been nothing but wonderful and plus you're only 17 once right?

Oh well, surprises surprises.

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They have lights inside their eyes.

Monster Hospital;

Because I still wish that I'm next to you, where we'll lay our heads on the green green grass, with our hands intertwined, and gazing into the starry night when the clock strikes 12 on the 5th of december;

And that's when I'll look into your eyes and whisper those two words that will crown you queen of the day.

I still want to be your last, first kiss.

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Even heroes have the right to bleed.

Forever;

My heart is yours, from that very first time i wrapped my arms around you.

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Sing us a song, and we'll sing it back to you.