Hang On, Hang Tight;

Hopes and faith, can only bring you so far. I'm still praying everyday, that'd you see it, that you'd see through this all, that the day where you'd open your heart up to me fully to let me sweep you off your feet again would come sooner.

I'm still praying, ever more religiously, because I believe in you, and because you're only one person where I wouldn't walk away from just like that, no matter how hard the times are.

I pray, I pray, and I pray. So come back, come back where its almost easy.

It's the wrong kinda place, to be thinking of you.

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You don't shoot it , how am I supposed to hold it.

Honour, Trust, Faith, Glory;

Because all these thoughts, they wander, they ponder, they question, they threaten and roam the very gaps of my mind like an endless race track, with each thought desperately trying to find the finish line that would put the heart at peace.

Because this heart has never feared of losing something this significant ever, and fears the outcomes of it, yet craves to hold you closer than ever, with it's guard down because with that, the sincerest of feelings, the warmest of love, the most genuine touches of all would be passed on to you. 

And this boy craves for that, knowing that fears, doubts and insecurities are part of the package, this boy is willing to risk everything, almost anything to just hold you, look you in the eye and tell you about the stars and the moon and whisper those three words that you've said to him, which painted his whole life in a much more colourful way.

Because this girl has thought him the meaning of generosity, the meaning of how to love one fearlessly, and this girl has so much so became his very pillar of strength, fortitude, grace, and joy that anchors within the very pinnacle of his heart, and this is something that no other girl within these 6 billion souls would be able to provide him with.

This boy is me, and this girl is, you.

Despite everything, despite everything that's happened from the past and present, I still love you like theres no tomorrow, stronger and stronger with each day that passes by and never for a second I've given up faith on you, on me, on us.

You asked me that night, with my arms wrapped around you and our eyes interlocking, why have my feelings not withered a single bit despite everything that's happened in the past, well, it's because I love you with all my heart and what would it all mean if I were to let you go during the lowest times in life.

Therefore, I hope you'd see and know that my heart is laid down for you on a bed of roses, waiting for you to pick it all up and mould them within your palms, because whether it is to wither or blossom, my heart is forever yours to hold. So hold it tightly and keep our promises, because I swear to you, we'll be stronger than ever before.

I promise you that I'll always hang on when this heart's had enough and to give you more than ever before whenever you feel like giving up.

With the million stars in the sky, each signifying my promise to you, I swear that I'll love you genuinely and honestly, till the rivers all run dry, Lee Min Yen. 

Faith, trust, trust, faith, and I hope you'd do the same too.

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Honesty lives within the soul,

Honesty will make you ever more whole.

Superman;

And these are the words that I've been saying to you, and I'll always say to you for as long as I breathe on the surface of this earth;

I love you, and you're worth more than a million dreams. I love you, and nothing is going to ever take that away from you. I love you, Rhyannae Santoso Lee Min Yen, more than you'd ever know and I'm just ever so grateful to have you in my life, now and forever on <3.

You're my saving grace, and I hope that you know that.

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I'm only a man looking for her dreams.

A Small Dedication;

And I hope that you'll see this through with me, just because you still have all of my heart.

My hands are shaking cold, they're all yours to hold, so hold my hand and we'll take this leap, I plea you, because I'll be right here, to hold you, to cuddle you, to brush your hair, to gaze into your eyes, and to wipe the tears off your face and just to carve that smile on your face again.

I've never been so sure about anything, until I met you, and I mean all of this from the deepest spaces of my soul.

And we'll take this all step by step, heart to heart, left right left, and I'll cross my fingers, waiting to hold you even closer than now.

I love you, and it's all beyond these three words. I love you minsey massacre, I fucking fucking do.

With faith comes hope.

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You said, you said that you would die for me.

Midnight Run;

Because I still want to be the first person that comes to your mind in the morning and the only person in your sweetest dreams, well because that's who you are to me.

You've somehow managed to conquer every segment, of angle, every retentive area of my mind like a rocket, and somehow, I wished that this would stay forever, because nothing makes me smile wider than the thought of you.

So please darling bee, you're the only one thing in my life that I've ever been so sure about, without qualms, without questions, without doubts.

So pick me, like how I've picked you from the very start, because a single day spent with you, is a single day closer that my heart is drawn into, because lightning does not strike on the same ground twice, and now that you're here, I'm ready to hold you so much tighter and never ever let you slip away.

I love you baby girl, I always will, and even if you skin gets wrinkly in 80 years down the road, you'd still be the prettiest girl I've ever ever seen, and you'd still be that girl that I'll always ask myself as to how you're the only girl who has manage to steal my heart like no other and keep it all so close with you.

RSLMY <3.

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I can't help but know that you're the right one.

Steady Hands, Steady Soul;

Because my heart melted into a thousand fragments when you sang to me just now, when you muttered that very favourite line of my favourite song while looking into my eyes, and I looking into yours. And I wished for that very moment to last for a second longer everytime I think about it, because I knew that, that was the moment that was all so real that I could still feel it all under my skin.

Because every night, I still feel in awe, in awe that the best thing in my life is right infront of me, and this time, I swear, I'm not letting you go, because I'll never stop trying to win your heart everyday, just because when you find the one, nobody is supposed to stop trying.

Took an oath, I'll be here with you through the end of times, and I'll prove it to you, to the world that I'm not afraid and for every second of my life since I met you, that I'm proud to say, I love you <3.

It's the smile that I get in every single dream I dream about you that makes it all worthwhile.

I love you, @minseymassacre, and I've never stopped loving you, that's how much of a part of me you've been.

At the end of the day, it all comes down to the last person that you think off at night before you close your eyes and sleep, that's where you'll know where your heart is, you.

Do know that, do remember that, that I'll always love you and I'm here to stay, because no matter what, it's this thought that nobody can ever steal away from you, from me, from us.

'Nothing can ever replace what we have' - Bass Lounge, 3rd March 2012. You'll always have a spell on me.

Stronger.

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This is the best day I can, ever remember.

Neon Sky;

I want to go on a road trip, just you and me, the highway, with our favourite song blasting on the radio while talking while talking about everything and then keeping silent, basking in the silence while I stare at you. And at the same time, we'll fight the urges of our heart to want to hold each other, just to make it all the more special when we actually give in to that temptation. And while all that happen, we'll paint pictures in our minds, images of just you and I, and know that these are memories that we'll never ever forget.

'I want to spend all my days with you. Wrestling over remotes; playing in the mud. Throwing each other in pools. Fighting over the last piece of cheesecake. Killing each other over which TV show we're gonna watch. And then not watching it anyways. I want to make you mad then kiss you. I want you and me, forever.'

I vow to love you, not only now, but till time ends, I'll still hold you close to me, just to shelter you from the very fears that you fear the most.

I love you minseymassacre, and I'll prove to you through the very touch of my hands, the warmth of my heart and the words that I whisper into your ears.

You're definitely the best thing that has ever happened to me throughout my 21 years on this earth, and I'm not going to ever let you go.

So don't give up on us, don't give up on me, don't give up on yourself because we have a journey that we've all longed to embark, and I know that it's all going to be worth it.

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So sing me a song,

sing me a song of a thousand dreams.