Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Punchline 101;


I hate the fact that I'm resistant to change.

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I'd always prefer thing to stay as it is, because I feel that life goes on too fast, that we can't seem to grasp every single moment in such a short amount of time.

Life's like a magic 8 ball. Sometimes you get answers that you want to see and sometimes you get answers that you least expect. And its when you get those answers that you want, you'd resist in every way to shake that ball again, because that particular answers your current question that's ficking in your mind.

And I guess, its when that certain moment passes through your life. You'd wish that a stop button to press on so that you could be in that feel good drag as long as you can.

And I guess, really that's why I haven't really moved on with life because I'm still stuck in that very spot where I feel most secured and least vulnerable, though it's somewhere where I should have let go off, from the very start.



I can see my future in a wedding dress.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

I Was Told That My Soul Is Old;


Joyeux anniversaire, ma'am.


Everything that matters, breaks in two.

Friday, August 28, 2009

Save Me, Save You;


This is an update.

There you go, Nadira Aqilah ;D.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

The Beatles or The Rolling Stones;


After all this is gone, who'd you rather be?


I can still feel you in my bones.



Spill my guts on the wheel.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Have Heart, My Dear;


This is it. This is now.

So long, farewell.


Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Light Up, Light Up;


To you,


Things may not have worked out, unpleasant, in every aspect for the past few months.

Nonetheless, like it or not, you did pass through my life and without a doubt, is a blessing. I believe this statement applies not only to me, but to many other whom know you and know you. I can safely say that when things were good, you've been nothing but a good friend, someone whom could be counted on, someone who would be there to listen to every single problem, someone with great patience, though I know I'm in no position to say this. I may have not known you long enough or well enough, but I would like to express both my gratitude, for everything that you've done in the past, from tolerating my lousy childish behavior to hearing me out when I needed to talk, and my sincere apologies. I'm sorry for my immaturity, for bringing nothing but pain for the past few months, and also probably another 19485795 things that I might have left out.

Therefore, put aside all the negativity and hatred. If you're reading this, I sincerely wish you all the best in life, and I pray that you'll have a wonderful time in Canada, bringing joy to the people you know, because I know you did bring joy to mine. Take care, god bless and goodbye.

You will be missed.


I'll sing it one last time for you,
And then we really have to go.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

This Is A Routined Riot;


Hello world, this is the start of something new :).


Come closer, listen to the words I lay.