Home Is In Your Eyes;

Never ever put up with someone who's reckless with your heart.

Why put yourself in such a low position to run back to the person who's proven to have destroyed your heart over and over again?

Wake up munchkins, you deserve so much more.

Maybe in due time, you'd realize all of this, and I pray that you will because the ones that really love you are the ones that would never hurt you.

There is more to this, I know.

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Love, Live, Lust.

The Left Side Of Everywhere;

Because it's never easy to look at the girl you love in her eyes, knowing that her heart belongs with someone else.

Strength.

I loved you in the best way possible, and I still do.

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M.

With God's Grace, Amen;

It's funny to be reminded that the way you write for him now, was how you used to write for me.

And it's even funnier to see how you write for him now, is exactly the way I write my posts for you.

I'm not angry, I've grown too tired to be angry. Its just that it still haunts me, every piece of memory left of you.

But worst of it all, you write everything with no sense of remorse, like going behind my back was part of your plan.

Grace.

And until today, I still don't know why I miss you.

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Come down from your towers.

Little Places, Little Faces;

I can almost tell what you want, you don't want to be alone.

Well, nobody wants to, neither do I.

I miss all those times we had, with you, with our friends and it tears me apart to see what we've all become now.

Because no matter what, I'd always have that place for you in my heart.

From lovers to strangers, from dust to ashes.

I never thought that one could miss another this much. What amplifies it is the fact that there is no avenue to let it all out.k

We called it too early, but maybe one day we'll both feel the same again.

Changes, changes.

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I'm not the best you could've attained,

but I'd try anyway.

Fuck Peace, Make War;

Lies, lies and lies.

When will you ever fucking learn? Make lies your forte, and it'll be the same reason for your downfall.

You'll fucking pay for your sins one day.

Because you'd know I'd still try to make things right with you, with us, but only to find out that it'd all fuck up somewhere, somehow.

So tell me, what do you want from the heart, darling?

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Once a liar, always a liar.

Your Bones;

Now it seems like a world away, but I miss that day.

And we all, do it all, because it stole our hearts.

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Gonna light up the sky,

So ignore the stars.

2011;

How long are still gonna hold on to this double-edged sword called dishonesty?

Was it ever that hard for you to be honest with yourself on how you feel, for us, for me?

Was it ever that hard for you to be honest with me?

I know very well the way you convey your messages, darling. The sublimal acts you pull together, the in-between the lines reading, the vague conviction, I know them all. You can hide it from the world through the way you lie, but at the end of the day, it's yourself that you can't lie away.

I remember all the things you said to me, every inch of it, with clear pristine memory. I remember all the things we ever shared. The tears we cried together when we found that you were not coming back for a semester, the tears I shed silently when I knew that the only girl I loved so much went behind my back and that I was not good enough for her, the smiles, the laughter, those little fights we had, and the reconciliation that comes after.

I remember, I remember, I remember.

So tell me what is it that is keeping you from being honest to me, to yourself?

I'm tired of this anger, this hatred. So help me, help you.

For your own sake, and with the love of Christ himself, I hope that one day you'll know, you'll see all of this, one day, one fine day.

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Practice truth, and fear nothing.