Wishbone;

Because until today, I'm still trying like how I did when I first met you.

I know you care, I see in it the way that you stare.

I've never known a winter so cold.

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I hope that it was always there.

This Is Love;

Because my mind drifts alongside with the whispers of the dull, dark, crispy wind tonight, back to a place where the sun shined brighter, radiating in its full glory, and everything seemed sweeter than ever.

That very point in time where it felt like love did indeed conquered all, that point in time where we laughed genuinely with our hearts, and enjoyed every moment spent together. That point in time where my life was filled with you, just you, and nothing but you.

I can't stop thinking about you tonight. I can't stop thinking what life would've been for us had we stuck together, side by side, through it all. I could only imagine the amount of joy we would have tasted, the amount of love we would have encountered, and the amount of memories we would've collected together.

Because behind all this little games, I hope that you still care, like how I still care for you.

I miss you, with all my heart, my soul, and my very being, and I just need you to see this. So cling on to me, like the last breathe you would breath.

More than he ever do, more than he ever will.

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This time, we'll fade out tonight.

Home Is In Your Eyes;

Never ever put up with someone who's reckless with your heart.

Why put yourself in such a low position to run back to the person who's proven to have destroyed your heart over and over again?

Wake up munchkins, you deserve so much more.

Maybe in due time, you'd realize all of this, and I pray that you will because the ones that really love you are the ones that would never hurt you.

There is more to this, I know.

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Love, Live, Lust.

The Left Side Of Everywhere;

Because it's never easy to look at the girl you love in her eyes, knowing that her heart belongs with someone else.

Strength.

I loved you in the best way possible, and I still do.

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M.

With God's Grace, Amen;

It's funny to be reminded that the way you write for him now, was how you used to write for me.

And it's even funnier to see how you write for him now, is exactly the way I write my posts for you.

I'm not angry, I've grown too tired to be angry. Its just that it still haunts me, every piece of memory left of you.

But worst of it all, you write everything with no sense of remorse, like going behind my back was part of your plan.

Grace.

And until today, I still don't know why I miss you.

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Come down from your towers.

Little Places, Little Faces;

I can almost tell what you want, you don't want to be alone.

Well, nobody wants to, neither do I.

I miss all those times we had, with you, with our friends and it tears me apart to see what we've all become now.

Because no matter what, I'd always have that place for you in my heart.

From lovers to strangers, from dust to ashes.

I never thought that one could miss another this much. What amplifies it is the fact that there is no avenue to let it all out.k

We called it too early, but maybe one day we'll both feel the same again.

Changes, changes.

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I'm not the best you could've attained,

but I'd try anyway.

Fuck Peace, Make War;

Lies, lies and lies.

When will you ever fucking learn? Make lies your forte, and it'll be the same reason for your downfall.

You'll fucking pay for your sins one day.

Because you'd know I'd still try to make things right with you, with us, but only to find out that it'd all fuck up somewhere, somehow.

So tell me, what do you want from the heart, darling?

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Once a liar, always a liar.