Breath In For Luck;

College wasn't fun at all, after all.

Because I still want to be the one that kisses you in the morning and say I love you,

Because I still want to be the one that holds your hand and walks you up the stairs every morning, together with our lame jokes,

Because I still want to be the one who plays pool with you, though we have never done it so often anymore,

Because I still want to be the one that waits for you for lunch everyday at 1 p.m,

Because I still want to be the one that would take the train up to Kelana Jaya just to be with you,

Because I still want to be the one who has funny subway lunches with you,

Because I still want to be the one that you write post its notes to,

Because I still want to be the one that makes loud burps and see you go ' aiyoooooo ',

Because I still want to be the one that calls you every night before you go to bed,

Because I still want to be the one that looks forwards to coming to college because I know I'll get to be with you for another day longer,

Because I still want to be the one that would just hug you and kiss you at random times,

Because I still want to be the one to say that I love you.

Because you make julian, be julian.

But then again, I don't wanna to be the reason behind all your sorrows. 

You've definitely changed my life. I don't even think that saying thank you would be enough. You've shown me what it feels like to be in love after a very long time, and I guess, that's why this is so hard. Days after all, is really just another countable item. I've spent 17 years living alone and its time to put a stop to it. Life's too short, like they say and I guess that I should cherish the people around me.  Take your time, 2 months, 5 months, 1 year, 10 years, or even 25 years, I will always be here if you need me because nothing can ever replace the happiness, peace, joy, love, comfort and memories that you give me when I am with you. 

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me