Us Vs Them;

'I want somebody to sleep with the rest of my life, and someone to cuddle up with during a movie on the couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Get lost in the woods together. Talk about dreams, make dreams. Have fights, the kind that only really matter just as long as you're having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play hard sometimes and not worry about breaking a nail or an arm. A guy who will bring me flowers once in a while, maybe a rock too or a shell of some sort. Something he saw that made him think of me, made him think 'this might make my girl smile' as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me, maybe even needs me, just a little, enough to hold onto me with everything he's got and that guy is none other than, Julian Loh Wen-Zhi.

I love you forever and always and forever and always and forever and always and forever and always and forever and always and forever and always and forever and always, 

YOUR MINSEY MASSACRE BABY GIRL.'

Because I was looking through our wall posts to each other and this caught my heart. I don't know if it'll catch yours, but it certainly did catch mine.

I miss the times we had, the plans we made, the things we had so very wanted to look forward too together.

I'd still do all of them with you, if you're up for it. I want to show the world that you're still my queen, and nothing is going to ever change that perception.

I've whispered I love you in many different ways, and I mean every single one of them.

Listen, just listen.

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Hope, dangles on a string,
like slow spinning redemption.