Date With The Night;

Stop, stop widening the gap, just stop.

This heart still aches. Fuck.

Send my regards to love and hope, they always worked so well.

21;

'8'.

I wish I am your favourite boy.

Before you go, can you read my mind.

Hush;

It hurts, it really does.

As of this week, I'm going to stop smoking and I mean it, just watch me.

You colour my eyes red.

120109;

Its been almost 5 days, and it feels like forever. I wont say a thing, but I'll keep a little faith, because really, thats all I have left :). Though I may not show it, But I still do care for you, alot.

I need to change, I need to study lah! aiyoooo

Nabeel, I miss you like fuck, We miss you like fuck

Hallelujah;

I had the worst asthma attack ever today, that got me rushed to Glenneagles.

So kiss me and smile for me

Breath In For Luck;

College wasn't fun at all, after all.

Because I still want to be the one that kisses you in the morning and say I love you,

Because I still want to be the one that holds your hand and walks you up the stairs every morning, together with our lame jokes,

Because I still want to be the one who plays pool with you, though we have never done it so often anymore,

Because I still want to be the one that waits for you for lunch everyday at 1 p.m,

Because I still want to be the one that would take the train up to Kelana Jaya just to be with you,

Because I still want to be the one who has funny subway lunches with you,

Because I still want to be the one that you write post its notes to,

Because I still want to be the one that makes loud burps and see you go ' aiyoooooo ',

Because I still want to be the one that calls you every night before you go to bed,

Because I still want to be the one that looks forwards to coming to college because I know I'll get to be with you for another day longer,

Because I still want to be the one that would just hug you and kiss you at random times,

Because I still want to be the one to say that I love you.

Because you make julian, be julian.

But then again, I don't wanna to be the reason behind all your sorrows. 

You've definitely changed my life. I don't even think that saying thank you would be enough. You've shown me what it feels like to be in love after a very long time, and I guess, that's why this is so hard. Days after all, is really just another countable item. I've spent 17 years living alone and its time to put a stop to it. Life's too short, like they say and I guess that I should cherish the people around me.  Take your time, 2 months, 5 months, 1 year, 10 years, or even 25 years, I will always be here if you need me because nothing can ever replace the happiness, peace, joy, love, comfort and memories that you give me when I am with you. 

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me

January Rush;

For the past 17 years of my life, I've never felt so excited about school. I guess you just get that rush whenever you know that you're going to spend the next 6 months with crazyheads.

So here's to a better last semester! :). 

I've given all my oxygen, So let the flames begin.

Drink Up Baby Doll;

The week started off pretty well. Except that I needed to manage my time better. The people decided to take a trip down to KL today and so we all met up at Pavilion. It was nice to see everyone again, especially after everybody went on a hiatus. Pictures, they'll do the talking :).

We are who we were when.

May Angles Lead You In;

And I'll be wearing this silver chain around my neck,

till the day where we both hopefully turn back,

 into those two little crazy kids whom we once were :).

Numero Uno;

1. Patience.