California Queen;

Hello there, the 17th time, it's been a while.

And the film 'Like Crazy' reminded me of everything, of you, of me, of the whole 'what-if's' and 'what would have been'.

And the best thing is, it shows that miracles do sometimes happen.

I fucking miss you.

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Crave You;

And with every crisp sounding breath that I take, your presence still lingers here.

I know I've said this a thousand times and thousands of minutes of passed since that day, but this heart is still in its silver cage.

I'm still in awe, in awe of you.

Always remember sweetheart, bitterheart, that mountains can never tear you apart.

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Do you remember the old times,

those were the only times, the only times.

Casey's Song;

And because despite this long, every glance within these four walls still reminds me of you. The way your head would rest on my chest every night. the way we'd whisper 'I love you' with our eyes closed every morning, and the way you sit leaning on me while watching a movie.

Listen to the details of the song closely. The way its melody sound, the way the first verse is sung, the words thats are being used as its lyrics, because it's every single thing that I've been trying to scream out to you.

I'll always know that you're worth it.

Come closer, and listen to the words I lay.

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Dark blue, dark blue,

have you ever been alone in a quiet room.

Babydoll;

And I'm lonely, and I'm tired, and I'm missing you again.

Once again.

There is beauty in the breakdown.

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Be my little blue valentine.

Rootless Tree;

I'm afraid of changing, cause I've built my life around you.

So sing along for me, baby.

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Let's cause a scene,

 like lovers do on silver screens.

Keep;

The

Faith.

I've just crossed the line, from fashion to crime.

But you'd still be beautiful then, with your beautiful heart.

I need you more than ever, tonight.

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Cause it feels likes stealing hearts,

calling your name from the crowd.

Little Subway Queen;

And if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me.

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be.

Just come back to the place that we meet.

And you'll see me waiting for you, on the corner of the street.

Because I still remember that night where we sat on the bench, near flinders street station.

I'm not moving, I'm not going anywhere.

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Ell, ai, licky, cee, kay, licky why,

Ell, licky, ai, cee, licky, kay, why.

Ghostbird;

And somehow, Ele leaving today remembered me of I felt when I send you off to the airport last semester. The emptiness, the hollowness.

The thought of having to go through a whole weekend alone is going to haunt me more than ever.

Depictions of your face, those memories we made, and your little laughter will all flow through my mind, as it already has been every single day since I last saw you. I really don't know how else to let you know how much I'm dying to feel that inch closer to you.

I miss you so fucking much and I hope you that you can feel it too, somewhere somehow. Not even the most sophisticated of words can describe this impending pulse that constantly beats with my heart.

Where were you when we were getting high?

I still love you, lee min yen and I would still give up the world just to rewind time and have you right here, right now.

Grab my last request, just let me hold you, just yet.

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Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry.

Cigarette Smoking;

My ears are always open for you, if you ever need to let anything out, you know that.

Because I still want to know whats going on in your life.

I miss you.

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And when you bleed,

you're dead, and dead indeed.

Fire Eye'd Boy;

Come back to me, it's almost easy.

It still hurts.

And I'm saying this all through the top of my sweet sweet lungs.

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What must we do to restore, our innocence.

Earth To Bella;

And sometimes I wonder, if I had asked you to be the one thing that matters the most to me officially, would you have fought for this a little longer.

If only you'd stayed to watch, if only.

I love you.

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Light a fire, a flame to my heart.

Dancing In The Dark;

'Can't promise that things wont be broken, but I swear that I will never leave.'

And everytime this comes on, its reminds me of all the nights I made that promise to you, to be right there for you no matter what, no matter when. I'm still keeping to that promise.

Your forever is all that I need.

And I need it now more than ever, so please please stay.


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I want your leather studded kiss in the sand.

Summer Hair = Forever Young;

This one's for all the lost souls, whom once believed in love.

Hang in there darling, because happy endings do come true.

I'm keeping my faith next to me, right here next to me, because I know that this is all worth it.

Close your eyes, let's escape this town for a little while.

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Bite my heart, and my liver turns to dust.

Innocent Bones;

And it all struck me after watching 'The Last Song' just now. Every detail, every event, feels as if we've all had them before.

'Love is fragile. And we're not always the best caretakers. We just muddle through and do the best we can, and hope that this fragile thing survives against all odds'.

I'm still hoping, despite everything, I still am.

Always, no matter what, always.

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A penny for your thoughts, a quarter for your heart.

Glenbrook Ave;

I miss you, Minsscreamsjaarfcukin'vis.

I don't think I've ever had this longing for someone this long before. You're the first, and you're definitely here to stay.

If only you'd knew the lengths I'd go to, just to make things right.

Sometimes I wonder if you ever do read these posts, because I hope you do.

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So kiss me and smile for me.

Heart Song;

Today's the first time, in a long time that they've overflowed.

Just so you know, I still have hope in this, very much so.

I'll be ready if you ever are ready again, I need you to see this.

Berselimut di tengah dingin dunia, berselimut dengan diyayang, dengan anda.





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I better find your loving,
I better find your heart.

Valium Skies;

Whatever you said tonight, every word and letter, pierced through these flowing vessels of the human heart.

Of stayovers and lovers, what stings more than this.

I'd only wish we had more time in melbourne together from the very start, because we could have so much more, more than we've could have imagined.

I love you, and I pray that there's still a part of you that may still do too.


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Send my regards to soul and romance,
they've always did the best they could.

Save The World;

You are the girl that I still love, that I always have loved, and I always will love. This is what you are to me.

There are many things that I would like to say to you, its just that I can't mouth it out aloud.


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Who's going to save the world tonight?

How To Rape A Country;

And my eyes constantly shift to my left, to the two seats that we used to once sit in the library last semester during exam prep.

Images and thoughts surrounds my mind, the way you dressed, the way we laughed, the way I slept halfway through while studying and you waking me up.

It all felt so surreal, the recurring nostalgia, I could feel it all under my skin.

I miss you; I've never stopped, and I hope you're doing fine.



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And my love, she's still renowned.

100;

And when I first met you, I'd never thought that I'd fall this deep and rock hard for you.

I guess I was wrong. I know I've said this a million times but I still love you with every breath, with every thought, with every memory of us that runs through my head.

I just want to feel you whole again, and for that, I need you here next to me, even if its just for a milli-second.

Help me, help you.


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The stars lay down to kiss you, I lie awake and miss you.

Songbird;

Cheer up darling, don't drown yourself in wandering thoughts.

Smile, and the world will smile back at you. It hurts to see that you being down.

Be strong, you're not alone, you never will be.

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We can live like Jack and Sally if we want.

We Suck Young Blood;

I still believe in all the things that we could be and I hope that deep down in you, theres a part that feels the same way too.

I miss your ginger hair, and the way you like to dress.

I'm sorry baby, you're the sun and moon to me.



Don't go.


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Why don't you come on over, valerie?

November Rain;

Just know all along that you're the one who still has a hold off my heart.

We were really happy back then, weren't we? I know I was, those were the days I'd fight with all my soul just to keep it running for one more second/get them back, every bit of it.

Preserve, maintain, love.



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You're like a rocket on my mind, ready to define.

505;

Because every time it happens, it still feels like its the first time.

The rawness; the vulnerability, it's all too familiar. It's funny how the more it happens, as painful as it may be, the more you want it in you because you know that all this just means one thing, that everything is worth it.

I just guess my heart has never longed for someone in such a way ever, and you're the first one.

And its all hitting on me tonight. I miss you, I miss you being here, lee min yen, more than you ever know, from the way we'd fall into each other's arms while smoking in the garage, to those little forehead kisses every night. I still remember all the promises we made.

I just hope you'd know.

Faith.



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You're so much more than just a vision trip.