Sunday Sundance;

And when all I ever did was love you with every inch of care, affection and goodness I had, but in return, all you ever repaid me was with the currency of lies, deception, and unfaithfulness.

Do you even know how much it hurts to be in this state, how this feels, and how this would always feel?

Well, I guess you don't and I'm still praying that you'd see the light one day, one fine day because I still love you like theres no tomorrow.

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And the best liar award goes to you.

Heavy Burdens;

Tonight, was the night you made me believe why everything was all so worthwhile.

Who would knew a few simple words would carve a smile wider than the oceans, and deeper than the cracks of the earth.

I miss you too, from the bottom of my heart and soul.

We've got a world to conquer, to embark and to adjourn together.

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Cause I've been trying way too long,

To try to be the perfect song.

M _ N _;

It's days like these, where the sky shades in a tone darker than the ashes, and pours out with every raindrop that represents that yearning of this heart to be with you, that gets to me.

I miss you and every little thing you do, from the way you cared, to the way we'd just stare at each other under the sheets that amplifies this little stinging in my heart to see where we are now.

Come back, back to me, where the mountains meet the sea because every day spent with you is golden, and it radiances through my very life, to know that you're right here next to me, to hold you, to love you, and truth be told, I want all that back, every single bit of it.

I love you, I've always loved you, and I will always love you, no matter what gets in the way, no matter how much it pays, I will.

You're the goosebumps coming to life, and the hair on the back of my neck rising to the occasion. You're the lump in my throat and the tightness in my chest that steals my breath away at your sight. You're my chapped lips and nervous stutter, but most of all, you're everything that made me so terrified about love, but yet, you're the reason why I'm ever so excited to seize it.

You just don't know this yet.

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Hold you, love you, steal you.

Golden Boys, Golden Toys;

Because I still love you, no matter what has happened, I still do, every second of every way.

With all my heart and soul, with all my heart and soul. I have not loss a single bit of love for you, because I know that deep down in you, you've still have the biggest heart a boy could ever ask for, in a girl. I've never faltered, never swayed away, never withered.

Come back skinny love. Hear me out, for this heart has never screamed so loud before.

I'm not loosing faith in you, in us, because what would it mean to love a person if I don't stick through the good and the lowest points in life, for to love you, is to be by your side, be it good or bad.

We've got too much to loose, and you and I know this.

I love you, I love you, I love you, and if it takes me a million times to let you know this, I would.

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I told you to be patient,

I told you to be kind.

Faith;

With everything that's happened tonight, I still hope that one day, we'll sing about the feelings that we have, the things we've yet to do, and all those little fragments of life we've all longed to share.

And when you're ready, I'll be here. I'm not backing down my word, I never have planned to.

I still pray that you'll take my hand, to cross with me to the other side, to show you what's it like to be someone's one and only, to hold you, to carry you, to do silly little things that would brighten up your day, and to tell you I love you. I pray that with all my heart and soul everyday, because I'll still be here for you every step of the way.

I still love you with every breath I take, and every breath I take out. I'm not going anywhere darling, I'm not leaving, I've never left.

And I hope you'll see this one day, because I still believe in you, in your grace, in your heart.

Cause I still feel you crawling, and I hope that you'd feel the same too.

There will be pain, there will be glory and my heart will wait, it'll wait for you.

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Be mine, little juliet.

Bleed, Red, Flow;

It's because I still have this fire in my fingers, that makes me believe in this, in you, and the way your eyes captivate mine whenever you look at me.

I still remember that very day when you leaned your head against my shoulder in that dim lighted room, where it was just the both of us. I could have sworn that was the day which reminded me why the world spins and stars collide, because of you, because of fate.

And I'm still seeking for that little solace, and when I told you I'm right here to stay, I meant it with every inch of my heart.

I'm not going anywhere, not now, not ever, because that's how much I've learned to love you, how much you've changed the course of my life, and you're my sweetest heroin.

I love you, Lee Min Yen, I always had, and I always will.

Forever and always <3.

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And your heart starts to wonder,

where on this earth I could be.

Hang On, Hang Tight;

Hopes and faith, can only bring you so far. I'm still praying everyday, that'd you see it, that you'd see through this all, that the day where you'd open your heart up to me fully to let me sweep you off your feet again would come sooner.

I'm still praying, ever more religiously, because I believe in you, and because you're only one person where I wouldn't walk away from just like that, no matter how hard the times are.

I pray, I pray, and I pray. So come back, come back where its almost easy.

It's the wrong kinda place, to be thinking of you.

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You don't shoot it , how am I supposed to hold it.

Honour, Trust, Faith, Glory;

Because all these thoughts, they wander, they ponder, they question, they threaten and roam the very gaps of my mind like an endless race track, with each thought desperately trying to find the finish line that would put the heart at peace.

Because this heart has never feared of losing something this significant ever, and fears the outcomes of it, yet craves to hold you closer than ever, with it's guard down because with that, the sincerest of feelings, the warmest of love, the most genuine touches of all would be passed on to you. 

And this boy craves for that, knowing that fears, doubts and insecurities are part of the package, this boy is willing to risk everything, almost anything to just hold you, look you in the eye and tell you about the stars and the moon and whisper those three words that you've said to him, which painted his whole life in a much more colourful way.

Because this girl has thought him the meaning of generosity, the meaning of how to love one fearlessly, and this girl has so much so became his very pillar of strength, fortitude, grace, and joy that anchors within the very pinnacle of his heart, and this is something that no other girl within these 6 billion souls would be able to provide him with.

This boy is me, and this girl is, you.

Despite everything, despite everything that's happened from the past and present, I still love you like theres no tomorrow, stronger and stronger with each day that passes by and never for a second I've given up faith on you, on me, on us.

You asked me that night, with my arms wrapped around you and our eyes interlocking, why have my feelings not withered a single bit despite everything that's happened in the past, well, it's because I love you with all my heart and what would it all mean if I were to let you go during the lowest times in life.

Therefore, I hope you'd see and know that my heart is laid down for you on a bed of roses, waiting for you to pick it all up and mould them within your palms, because whether it is to wither or blossom, my heart is forever yours to hold. So hold it tightly and keep our promises, because I swear to you, we'll be stronger than ever before.

I promise you that I'll always hang on when this heart's had enough and to give you more than ever before whenever you feel like giving up.

With the million stars in the sky, each signifying my promise to you, I swear that I'll love you genuinely and honestly, till the rivers all run dry, Lee Min Yen. 

Faith, trust, trust, faith, and I hope you'd do the same too.

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Honesty lives within the soul,

Honesty will make you ever more whole.