Monday, October 31, 2011

Bury Your Head;


Here I go, scream my lungs out, trying to let you know,

You're the only one.



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Arr-emm-ehhs.

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Revelry;


This time 7 months ago, you were right here, whispering words of comfort, telling me that everything's going to be alright, that I'll ace that paper in the morning.

7 months later, I'd give everything to go back then again.

I wish you were here.



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With the fire in my bones, and the sweet taste of kerosine.

Saturday, October 29, 2011

On Bended Knees;


I'm sorry for how I've talked to you, how I've acted towards you and you shouldnt have to feel this way in the first place.


I don't know what went wrong with my head, I just don't. I'm not like that, I swear I'm not.

I'm not going to do it anymore, no more anger, no more frustration, this is my oath.

And this time I mean it, because if I were to go behind my words again, I shouldn't be born man. A man doesn't treat a woman like that.

I'm sorry, I really am, from the bottom of my heart and soul, with my fingers layed and my knees on the ground.

I'm just afraid of losing you.



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All my life, I pray for someone like you.

Friday, October 28, 2011

Cheers Darlin;



Every single night of every single day.

It reminds me of everything, the good and the bad, and how much I wish you'd still be the first thing my eyes will see when they open.

I've never forgotten, I never will.

We all have choices, I guess I know what's mine.



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You don't have to go, we could wait for the fireworks.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Eleanor Rigby;


The longing, the holding, the missing, it still lingers in every bone.

I'm going to keep this simple tonight, no catch phrases, no lyrical references, just plain raw cocaine truth.

I love you and I miss you like hell,
No matter how far, how long, how hard.

Forever and fucking always, promise.



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Sweep me back off my feet, the night when we first met.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Your Lullaby;


I've never heard a laughter that vibrates down my veins every time I hear it, but yours.

Would it be okay, if I took your breath away?

You had me at hello, and I've never forgotten that moment.



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You are red, violent red.

Monday, October 24, 2011

Bulletproof Cupid;


You're are the only face, I'll ever know.

Heart. Eyes. Voice. Hands.

Gua masih percaya, takkan pudar, takkan hilang.

If you ever feel like the world's against you, always remember, that there'll always be that one boy who'll be holding you back up, no matter what.



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Let's go to the park,
I want to kiss you underneath the stars.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

So Long, Sweet Summer;


It just came all on me tonight, I miss you like hell.

You're not fucked up, you never are and never was. Don't think of yourself that way, because I know you're beautiful, inside and outside.

I miss you, and everything we had.


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I'll bleed my heart out to show.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

From The Stars;





It'll be you, it'll always be you who'll have the key to this heart.

Save me.



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Set the fire to the third bar.

Friday, October 21, 2011

Black Heart Inertia;


You're the one I still keep closest.

I still want to take those roller coaster rides, giant drop, and tower of terror rides with you. because frankly, it's not about those rides; it's about going through my darkest fears, every moment of it with you.

Remember, we've still got a world to conquer.

I love you, I still do,
And it's coming from the deepest of depths in my heart, where only you, have touched it.


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You're the fury, at the back of my head.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Pipe Dreams;


110 days, these were the best days of my life.

Because honestly, I'd give up anything to go through it again with you, the good and the bad. Because I can be vulnerable, because I can pour my heart out, and simply because you'll be here, right here.

The perfect ones never crossed my mind, because there was nothing in there,
but ... you.

Count the waves.


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Use me as you will, pull my strings just for a thrill.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Micro Cuts;


With our hands clasp so tight, I'll follow you into the dark.

Its these littlest things that'll take me there, because there's more to this. I know, and I hope that somewhere somehow, you'll know this too.

I just wish that you were here, I fucking do.

Forever and always, always and forever.



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Publish Post
I want a bulletproof heart.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

16;


Faith.

Hope.

And every single thing that haunts me of you.

My arms will be open, it always will be. Keep this in mind, always know this.



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You said hello, inside I'm screaming I love you.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Lucas And Hayley;


Someone once told that this is a better place, everything's better, everything's safe.

Truth be told, I found this all in just one place,

You.

Someday, just someday.




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With you right here, I'm a rocketeer.

Three Cheers;


There so many times that I have to say, I could have better, stronger for you and me.


You still have all of my h _ _ _ t.


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Imissyou.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Postcards And Polaroids;


There's so many things left to say, about that end of summer that I'll never forget.

Every year that goes by, a year we'll grow older we aew, but I know that we'd be beautiful again someday.

You still have all of my heart, every inch, every muscle, every beat to it.

I love you.



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These hands are shaking cold, your hands are mine to hold.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Radio Girl;


Today's the 13th time that I'm dreaming of you whenever I sleep.

Yes, I keep track, almost everyone single one of them, because that's the only place where I get to see you and in that world, everything's just the way I imagined it to be.

I'm sorry, I never knew that I would have fallen this rock deep for you.

I've not given up, I'm still waiting for the bend.



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I miss the lips that made me fly.

Monday, October 10, 2011

Hear You Me;


Where are you now? I'm writing you a symphony of sound

Because tonight, I'm missing you like hell.

Your eyes, your face, your smile, your giggles, your hands, your heart.

I'll always be here to catch you when you fall, and to hold you when you rise, and I always always will.



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A thousand nights, a thousand suns.

Friday, October 7, 2011

Beauty In The Breakdown;


'I remember the first day I saw you. I remember the first day we spoke. I remember the night you held me close in your arms as we danced. But it was the times you just looked at me. Then I knew you would always be in my heart and nothing could ever change that, even if I’m not in yours.' (Eletheowl.tumblr.com)


Truth be told, it still feels very surreal whenever I lie on my bed while watching videos. I'd gaze in to the empty space, wishing that you'd come through my door.

I'd do anything to go back to that night and press the pause button, just so that, that very second will feel like forever, even if it means getting hurt all over again because at least I know, there'll be that one phase where we'll feel like we own the world.

I love you lee min yen, till the rivers run dry.


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Your arms like towers, tower over me.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Paper Dreams, Honey;


And someday, maybe just someday, I'll still be here waiting to hold you close.

I want to feel normal again.

This heart aches with every single beat it makes, because we could have been so much better.



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They say that love is forever, your forever is all that I need.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Out Of Sight, Out Of Mind;




I miss you, and I hope you'd feel the same too.


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Stay for a while, let me show you what dreams are made off.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

A Drop In The Ocean;


If you're still reading this, somehow, whenever;

I still love you the way I did when I first put my arms around you in my room.

Just thought you should know.

'Do you ever think that maybe, people are wrong when they say “everything happens for a reason” or “everything will work out in the end”? Because I do. I think maybe, just maybe somewhere along the way, something happened. Someone came in the picture and messed something up. They messed with fate. That maybe you’re the one really supposed to be with him, but she came and fate changed its way. Maybe in the end, we get stuck with second best. Because I know the way I feel and I know I would never feel this way about anyone else in my life, so whoever comes in my life after you, they’re going to be second best.


But then again, nobody would wanna settle for second best would they?

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And I'll always be there, just you try and stop me.


Sunday, October 2, 2011

Every Inch, Every Step;


'And when I first met you I never would have imagined that I would have such strong feelings for you I never would have thought that I would have dreams about you or miss being by your side or get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name
when I first met you I never thought that I would love you.'

'One day you’re gonna want her. That girl that knew she wasn’t perfect, but tried to be for you. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. The girl that should have you, but doesn’t.'


In this case, it's the boy.


Word.



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Would you come in, and just stay a while baby.