Faith, Volume ll;

I'm falling all over again, from all the words that you have to say.

So listen, with an open heart, listen to what he has to say.

'So tell me why does it have to be this way, why can't things ever change?'

It goes to show I hope that you know that you are, what my dreams are made off.

I'm not giving up on this, not on you, not on us just yet.

Love, faith, hope.

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Come down from your towers.

Major Minus;

I've never felt this lost before, this sense of insecurity that seems to haunt me through every motion I make, that piles up more and more as each second passes by.

And the worst part of it all is that nobody seems to notice, nobody seems to care, nobody seems to heed my cries.

I can't further explain how much I'm lost for you.

Come back already, this has been going on for way too long. I miss you, I need you, I love you.

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We'll all be singing paradise, one day.

Angels;

Because all it ever took was just one glance at you, and you at I, that made me realize why I fell in love with you from the very start.

I hate this little realm that we are in now, where the only thing that keeps us talking is our little everyday fights. All I ever longed for was just to have a day with you, where we would smile, laugh, tease, tickle each other with jokes or tales of how our days went by, together. 

I don't know how to pull ourselves out of this ugly little bubble that we're in now, I don't have all the answers to every question. But one thing's for sure, no matter how hard you try to push me away, I'm not moving anywhere and with all the strength I have left in me, I'd fix this, even it's going to take light years, just you watch me. I did not fall in love with you then just because things were good, I fell in love with you knowing that this was all part of the package.

Because no matter what I do, no matter what I've tried, no matter how long it has been, my heart still yearns for you like it has always does. I don't know how else to show it to you, nor to convince you, but all I have left is that little shimmering hope that one fine day, you'd see this, and see this through with me.

Because while I can't have you for now, I still long for you. I belong to that one very small cluster of people that would miss a train or a plain just to meet you for coffee. I'd take a taxi across town to see you for ten wholesome minutes. I'd wait outside all night if I thought you would open the door in the morning. And if you ever decide to call me out of the blue and say 'Will you ..', my answer is 'Yes', even before your sentence is out. I spin worlds where we could be together, and I still dream of you every single day and night. 

You still light a fire, a flame in my heart.

I love you, and that's all there is to it, so lets runaway from these lights, for just one more time.

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Rhyannae Santoso Lee Min Yen.

If I Don't Stay;

Yes I miss you still, and probably always will.

I miss you, I miss you everyday, I miss you when I don't see you now, and I miss you even more when you're right infront of me in a few weeks time because my arms would be dying to hug you, just to feel the evermore familiar warmth you've always given me.

I miss you love, so where are you now?

One more shot, one more leap, one more night, that's all we'll ever need.

Cinta.

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I have my conscious screaming,

where do we go from here.

She Said I;

Because I've tried, I swore I've tried for these few weeks, with every will power summoned to look at life from a different ray of light, from a different angle, an angle where being alone isin't really that bad.

But who am I kidding, every angle that I turn to without you in it feels naked. It's motionless, colourless, and meaningless, because with every muscle I turn to, I still see your ghost lingering through my mind. Reminding me how the grass was so much greener with you in it, and how much I'd die for to have you back in my arms.

Because these are the few words that I pray through every night, religiously, like a monk chanting his mantra, or like a little boy memorizing his first nursery rhyme.

'I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether happy or sad or whatever
We'll still love each other, forever and always
Forever and always, forever and always'.

 So if you're reading this tonight, remember this, recite this, think of these words because you've never slipped out of my mind for once, through all these times, not for a second, nor a minute. 

I swore to you that night almost a year ago that I would always be here for you, through thick and thin, through good and bad, when you asked me with your head leaning on my chest, listening to the beat of my heart, and I'm still holding on to my promise, because I still love you with every alphabet that spells my name, with every love that God himself blessed me with.

So I love you, Min, because the whole universe conspired to help me find you,  and I'm not ready to give up on you, on us, on this yet.

 

Take my hand, take my whole life through.

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As he says, I love you forever, forever and always,
Please just remember even if I'm not there,
I'll always love you, forever and always.