Angels;

Because all it ever took was just one glance at you, and you at I, that made me realize why I fell in love with you from the very start.

I hate this little realm that we are in now, where the only thing that keeps us talking is our little everyday fights. All I ever longed for was just to have a day with you, where we would smile, laugh, tease, tickle each other with jokes or tales of how our days went by, together. 

I don't know how to pull ourselves out of this ugly little bubble that we're in now, I don't have all the answers to every question. But one thing's for sure, no matter how hard you try to push me away, I'm not moving anywhere and with all the strength I have left in me, I'd fix this, even it's going to take light years, just you watch me. I did not fall in love with you then just because things were good, I fell in love with you knowing that this was all part of the package.

Because no matter what I do, no matter what I've tried, no matter how long it has been, my heart still yearns for you like it has always does. I don't know how else to show it to you, nor to convince you, but all I have left is that little shimmering hope that one fine day, you'd see this, and see this through with me.

Because while I can't have you for now, I still long for you. I belong to that one very small cluster of people that would miss a train or a plain just to meet you for coffee. I'd take a taxi across town to see you for ten wholesome minutes. I'd wait outside all night if I thought you would open the door in the morning. And if you ever decide to call me out of the blue and say 'Will you ..', my answer is 'Yes', even before your sentence is out. I spin worlds where we could be together, and I still dream of you every single day and night. 

You still light a fire, a flame in my heart.

I love you, and that's all there is to it, so lets runaway from these lights, for just one more time.

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Rhyannae Santoso Lee Min Yen.