Don't You Shiver;

It hurts to see how we started off as such a fairytale pace, and to see where we are now. It hurts because deep down inside me, I still love you no matter what has happened, and I hope you'll see this too.

I may plan to say things that may hurt, things that may sound mean, but at the end of the day, I'll end up wanting to tell you how much I miss you and how much this means to me.

I'll be counting the days when things would get better, because really, that's all I have left now.


We all just have to have a little faith sometimes.

Where were you when we were getting high.

Where Are You Now;

If you could only see, if you could only see this through with me.

Takemyhandandwe'llbeofftoneverneverland.

Myxo Xyloto;

Because I need you here, so that I'll always know which way to turn.








This is what keeps me going through the day. It is the thought that fills my mind whenever I look at this, that I'm not alone, that I have you right here with me :). It's this that makes me wanna be a better man everyday. Who would have known that one smile can really take a boy's breath away.



I'm sorry, I just miss you like hell baby, I really do, and the longing to feel you next to me is eating me up, every minute of every day. I just hope that you know.


I love you, Lee Min Yen <3.



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Cause sometimes, your dreams and fate will collide.

RSLMY;

I just hope that you know that come rain or shine, I love you with every beat of my heart and I'm here to stay, Rhyannae Santoso Lee Min Yen. You've make me feel ecstatic, a kind of joy, comfort, and peace that can never be found through any other. Yes, this is how big of an impact you've made in my heart :).

I've never been so sure about something throughout my 20 years on earth, in all honesty. I'm the kind who doubts in things from time to time, but theres this magical thing in you that assures me in a way in which I myself never thought I would come across. I love talking to you, because of silly little random things you say sometimes that just would lighten my day up. And its when you call me 'baby' that my heart feels so light, it feels so damn surreal. But don't get me wrong, I love those times when its just the both of us, keeping quiet over the phone or Skype sometimes, because just knowing that I have you is enough to make me happy. Theres never been a day where I don't long to just curl up in your arms, to just brush your hair and look you in the eye and mutter those three words that I know, has changed my life in a more positive light.

I also want you to know that I want to be more than just your boyfriend. I want to be more than that. I want to be not just the boy who showers you with love, but also the one whom gives you that sense of security to know that you can blab at me with almost anything. Be it random stuff to what you ate today, to the littlest thought that's creeping in your mind because these are music to my ears, and I know, it'll make you feel so much better. And it's gives me peace to know that I have just one more day with you.

So baby girl, don't feel down, don't doubt, and fear not. Take my hand, hold me close, take this step with me, and we'll make it through just simply because we've got something that every couple would die for;

Faith, Love, Trust.

And I know that it's in you baby, because you're bold, you're graceful and most of all, you have this kinda loving heart that every boy would kill for, so just trust in yourself, trust in me, trust in

Us.

I can definitely say that you've made my life worthwhile.

*I'm leaving this space for our next picture together :D*

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P/S : I hope that this would make you feel better when you've read it. I hope that it would have at least take your mind off things for at least a good 5 minutes and make you smile :).

And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles,
Yes you make my life worthwhile,
So I told you with a smile,
It's all about you

A Little Bird Once Told Me That This Will Make You Smile;