Fader;

This vulnerability, this pain, this desire for things to rewind to how it used to be, this craving, this deepest of deepest of affection, it will all consume you, slowly, like cancer spreading out through your body.

I would know, because the amount of love I have for you in unmeasurable, but at the same time it's reaping me into parts.

And the worst part is, I can't control it, I can't fight it, I can't stop it.

 I don't know how else to let you know, or how else to show you how much I want things to be normal again.

I love you, I always had, I always will.

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Dream a little dream of me.